October 2011
Everyday, we're just drifting more and more apart.
What happened?
I really cared about you. We used to be so close, but now we’re starting to treat each other like strangers again. Our conversations are dying, our plans never happened, and we just forgot about each other. You seem to never put any effort in our friendship anymore. I don’t see what’s the point of trying.
67523.) Contrary to what my parents think, I hate fighting with them.
Trying your best doesn't always work.
Sometimes, things are just out of your control. No matter how much you try, it’s not going to work out. It’s hard to understand that all your effort and time are wasted on a hopeless cause, and yet, you’re still trying. You have hope deep down that in the end, it’s going to work out, despite knowing you can’t change a thing. Yeah, in the end, you did try for nothing. You wasted time on trying to change something. It sucks knowing you tried for nothing.
I wonder if I went missing, who'd come look for me.
He is jealous for me. Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree, bending beneath the weight of His wind and mercy.
No song gets to me like How He Loves. One of the most powerful songs ever, I believe.
Omg, I love this song :’)
“It is our choices Harry, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities.”
—Albus Dumbledore (via sselina29)
i can’t see myself in the future. at all. i wish i had some huge goal i set when i was a kid and have been working towards it my whole life, but no. i’m nothing. and quite frankly, i can’t really see myself being anything.
I can’t stop crying, I’m sick to my stomach. I give up.
66844.) Suicide seems like the only option sometimes.
