Emma's Life.

im fucking tired of pretending im okay when im not. im fucking broken, i need you so bad. my best friend, i need you. i dont care about all the things we’ve gone through i just know i fucking need you so much and i just need our friendship back. im so tired of acting like im happy when im not. my happiness stayed with you. i fucking need you, please i fucking beg please. im bringing down my pride for you. PLEASE. im alone. im actually fucking alone. i have no best friend. i fucked everything up. i really did. i dont think i can do this. the only best friend i thought i had left has another best friend now, and thats okay i guess, its karma getting me now. but i just need you. i need us. i need help, im just too fucked up i need help. i just wish i was imprtant.